So another day not another dollar earned. The waiting game continues as Im still having a difficult time finding a job. Even though Im not 100% right now I have decided that maybe getting a job will help with the integrating again. Its been too long since Ive worked. I guess because of school I was very busy. So as of now I spend even more time on the laptop looking for that one chance to get my foot within the door. I think doing a little data entry work won’t hurt and actuallly help in the recovery process.
It sucks not moving in life. Everything around you is changing while you sit there waiting for your health to get better. What pisses me off is the amount of work I did in my life didnt change anything at all. If anything, made things worse for my health, but this not moving. Even researching new ways to find adventure in life doesn’t interest me at all anymore. Still looking for that spark of interest in that I can get out there and start exploring the world again. There are definitely going to be some changes once that motivation is back in my life. I guess all I can do now is take my medication, hope a job turns up and take it from there.
